January Preview...

Today I went maternity clothes shopping with my mom and my sister and I got to use their 3 month baby bump for trying on clothes. You strap it on and it is supposed to give you a good estimate of what an additional 3 months of pregnancy will look on you. I put it on and I couldn't stop laughing!! It didn't look that big before I strapped it on, but after I did the belly was everywhere. I tried to bend down, belly in the way. Tried to lean over, belly in the way. Tried to walk through the door, knocked some clothes of the hanger: belly in the way.

Who wants an honest husband anyway?

To all the friends and strangers who have made me feel good by telling me that I don't look pregnant at all and that I'm lucky to be so tiny at this stage in the game: don't worry. My husband told me today that he can definitely tell that I have a belly and that he doesn't really get why people say that. Ummm, maybe they are trying to be nice to a new mom? Thanks for saying it like it is, Anthony :/

Moving and Kicking

I've been feeling the baby move for a little over a week now and last night Anthony was able to feel it from the outside for the first time!!!

It has been so cool for me to be able to feel it now, and Anthony has been really bummed and felt left out that he hasn't been able to feel it :) Ever since it started, when I am at home and I feel the baby start to move around a lot (usually right after I've eaten something. Which is pretty much all the time) I'll just look over and casually tell Anthony, "The baby's moving". Almost every single time he immediately rushes over, sits down next to me and puts his hand on my belly. Usually the baby promptly stops moving at that point and without fail, Anthony will get a little sad face and say something like, "Dang! Move baby move!" and will shake my stomach a little bit. It is so cute when he does this!! He just gets so excited :)

Last night I had some Lime and Salt popcorn (delicious by the way!!!) and the baby started moving around like crazy!! As usual, I told Anthony and he came right over only this time the baby didn't stop. After a few times of me going, "Did you feel that?....or that?" Finally there was one really strong one right underneath Anthony's palm and we both turned to look at each other at the same time. I was in the middle of saying "Did you feel that?" and he was in the middle of saying, "Was that one?". Anthony was surprised that he finally felt something and was grinning ear to ear and going, "Woohooooo!". (Can you tell my husband is really just a big kid?). Almost immediately after that the baby stopped moving and after the expected "Baby, wake up so I can feel you again!!" and little belly shake from Anthony we went to bed.

Everyone keeps telling me that I will miss feeling the baby after he or she is born, and I can see why. It is so exciting, and special, and profound. I also love that Anthony gets so excited about everything, it makes it that much more fun for us to be starting this parenthood journey together.

Brownie

Dang I love my dog! I was thinking about our dog, Brownie today and how cute she is. Really, she is my dog since Anthony doesn't really like her and she is connected to me at the hip. We've been focusing so much on the baby, that I really don't stop and think about the good parts of having animals. It is so much fun to see their little personalities and it has given me a little glimpse into what parenthood is going to be like :)

So, some fun facts about Brownie:

• She is attached to me. Obsessively. No matter what is going on, she is always right at my heels or sleeping next to me. She will wake up out of a deep sleep, jump up from a comfy spot and follow me whenever I get up to go anywhere! She even follows me to the bathroom. Sometimes Anthony tries to hold her down to keep her from following me, but she freaks out and starts squirming and whining until he lets her go. Sometimes she crawls up my stomach and trys to lay down near my neck and I find myself jokingly reminding her that she can't crawl into my skin. Which of course, would be ideal for her :)
• She LOVES food. She always has, ever since she was a puppy, but now she has learned how to be more sneaky about it. We feed Bitsy and Brownie at the same time each day and sometimes we watch them eat. We've seen Brownie look at when Bitsy isn't paying attention, and try to eat as much of her food as she can even though her own bowl is still full! She has learned that if she can steal as much food as possible when she can, she can always come back to her own food at her leisure.
• She has the worst time with leashes. She always gets tangled up! Anthony and I have watched her literally hog tie herself before. Twice.

Even though they can be a pain, I love our pets!

The Almost-Nurse Practitioner

Today we registered Anthony for graduation!!! He is in his final semester and his graduation ceremony is scheduled for December 11th at 6PM here in Tampa. I can't believe that he started this program two years ago. In some ways I can't believe he is finally going to be done with school, but in other ways it feels like it has taken forever to get here!

So far he is loving this last semester. He has three different clinical sites:

• A clinic located an hour away from our house that mostly does Department of Transportation physicals for truckers. Yeah.....fun. Anthony says that the actual work isn't very interesting, but the nurse practitioner who is training him is really nice and is giving him tips on where to work. He also got to put in his first set of stitches at this clinic last week!
• A family practice clinic that does a lot of things for themselves. They have their own lab, x-ray machines, and they even do their own casts so Anthony is excited to be able to learn a lot of new things. They also follow patients for long periods of time, so he will be able to practice doing follow ups and things other than drop ins and urgent care.
• A cardiology clinic for some specialty experience. Anthony has always been interested in specializing in cardiology. He says that he just "gets" the heart and that unlike a lot of other body systems he finds all of the complicated things about it easy to learn and remember. He hasn't been assigned to his clinic yet, but it will be good for him to try it out and see if he likes the atmosphere. We've heard that cardiologists can be a bit...difficult to work with, as in big egos, which is totally not Anthony.

Since he only has class once a month, all Anthony has been doing is going to clinicals and studying for his boards. I can definitely tell a difference in his stress level when he doesn't have to obsess about exams every few weeks :) His birthday is coming up in a few weeks, the big 3-2, and even though I've been telling everyone he wants baby stuff ;) I'm sure he would like everyone to remember that he will be taking everything fishing or aquarium related.

Pregnancy Journal: Week 17

I am finally feeling better!! I feel much more like myself, I have most of my energy back and I rarely feel sick anymore unless I don't eat RIGHT away when I am hungry :) This has made for some interesting situations...like when Anthony insisted on taking me over to a friend's house where he was taking care of their aquarium while they were on vacation. Multiple times that he brought me over, it was before lunch or dinner and I was starving!! I couldn't help myself, I had to eat some of their food and then I felt really bad. I even had Anthony warn his friend that some food would be missing and to take responsibility for it since he hadn't fed me prior to going over there. I can't be responsible for my actions when I'm hungry!

A lot of my clothes really don't fit me anymore. The rule is becoming: "if it has a zipper, it will not fit you...". I can still wear most of my work clothes as long as I don't button my pants, but they are still pretty snug. I keep telling myself I need to go clothes shopping, but I just can't get the motivation to do it.

We have our 3rd doctor's appointment tomorrow. The main thing I am excited about is that after this one, our next appointment will be when we find out if we are having a boy or a girl!!! I totally can't wait. I am not the kind of person that does well with waiting for things. I need to know now so I can keep planning like crazy :)

Here is my belly picture. I enlisted Anthony to take this one, I wanted to start moving away from my mug shot-esque pictures that come out when I take them myself:

Pregnancy Journal: Week 14

Still sick. Still tired.

I am starting to get amazed at how much my body can expand and grow when I feel like I am not keeping down/eating much. It makes me realize just a little bit more that there really is a little person inside of me! I am slowly getting some of my energy back. Now, when I come home from work I can do a few things and actually watch TV in the living room all night instead of watching it in bed :)

My clothes are really starting to not fit anymore, but all of the maternity clothes that I borrowed from my wonderful sister-in-law Happy (thanks Hap!) seem too big. I'm thinking that it might be time to do some in-between wardrobe shopping.

Belly picture:

Pregnancy Journal: Week 13

We had our second doctor's appointment this week and got to hear the baby's heartbeat again! It was so wonderful!!

Right before Anthony hit record, the doctor had found the heartbeat but then the baby moved and he had to search around a while before he found it again. I imagined he/she getting woken up by someone messing with him and trying to move away from the intrusion :)

Cool New T-Shirts

So Ant and I decided to buy some cool new t-shirts a few months ago. Here is a picture of us wearing them:
Did you look at them closely? .... We are going to have a baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We seriously can't be more excited! I am almost 13 weeks along and I am due February 27, 2010, just two days after my birthday :)

Here is the story of how we found out (Written June 23, 2010):

I missed work yesterday because of a really bad migraine, so yesterday I stayed in bed all day recovering. Today I was feeling better and ready to go back to work. In the back of my head I realized that today was the day that I was supposed to start my period. I took my temperature in the morning and it was still high, and I hadn’t felt any kind of cramping or PMS symptoms. Once I fully realized this, I knew that I wouldn’t be able to get any peace of mind until I took a pregnancy test. Of course, I was sure that it was going to be negative since I’ve taken about a million of them and they always turn up negative, I mean that is just what they do for me! I stopped by the store for a few tests and took it in the bathroom at work. As I watched the test start to work, I noticed that the first line showed up right away. “Wait a minute..” I thought. I’ve taken enough of these to know that the control line is usually at the end of the test so that you know that it worked correctly. Sure enough, a few seconds later, another line appeared. TWO LINES!!!!! I couldn’t believe it!! I was in shock, and then crying, and then I didn’t know how in the world I was going to get through the day without being able to tell anyone.

Finally I decided to just go home really quick, pretend that I had forgotten something, and then show Anthony the pregnancy test. I entertained the idea of doing something cute to surprise him, but we have been trying for so long that I just couldn’t keep it from him. When I finally got home, I said hi to him and told him I forgot something. Then I slipped the test out of my purse and told him that this is what I forgot to show him. He was so happy!! He couldn’t stop saying, “Na uh!!!” and squeezing me so tight that I needed to ask him for air. He still wanted to see “the magic” for himself, so I took the second test in the pack so that he could watch the positive result show up. It came up right away, and he got even more excited all over again. Now it was time to go back to work and try to pretend that I wasn’t bursting!

Pregnancy Journal: Week 12

I can't believe that I made it this far! I have been in seriously whiny survival mode for the past two and 1/2 months and I am just starting to feel like we are getting somewhere. If I have to feel so yucky, I might as well feel yucky farther along, right? I have my 2nd doctor's appointment next week and I can't wait to hear the baby's heartbeat again. How much do you think it would cost to buy one of those doppler thingys? Hmmm... How awesome would it be if I could hear the heartbeat anytime I wanted to?


Most of the extreme hunger and crazy cravings has kind of calmed down. It is weird, I would think they would get worse but it is kind of nice to go back to eating like a normal person. There are finally more things that I can eat than I can't, so that is nice. At the moment I still can't eat: vegetables (raw snacks are okay, but cooked vegetables, gag!), meat (any kind, even chicken), smoothies, yogurt unless it is the extra thick kind, and anything that is too spicy hot. The baby LOVES refined carbs, so I am often trying to talk myself out of buckets full of bread, crackers, and pancakes :) (Oh and that is my excuse for now and the next 7 months if I want to eat something. It is not for me it is for the baby, so really I am sacrificing by eating that piece of pie)

Pregnancy Journal: Week 11

Same old, same old. Still nauseous everyday, but usually only at the end of the day so I can make it through work reasonably well and go home and crash in bed and watch TV for the rest of the night. I am running out of shows to watch, I'll tell you what

This week I took my first belly picture! I've kind of been avoiding because I haven't really felt cute, but the day I took this I did. Plus, I couldn't believe what my belly was doing, so I decided to take a picture. Of course, I am fairly certain that most of this belly is water weight and bloating, but belly it is nonetheless :)

Pregnancy Journal: Week 10

There isn't much new this week, just sick and tired all of the time. I finally filled my prescription that I got from my doctor for nausea, and tried it out. It works great! At least, for a few days and then it seems like the effectiveness wears off and I have to have more of it for a smaller effect. So now I ration it and try not to have it unless I am at work or doing something I absolutely have to be functional for. If I am just at home, I do my best to just rest and drink broth or something to soothe my stomach.

We visited Anthony's family this weekend and got to tell them the good news! It was really fun. We wore these shirts that I ordered off of the internet that say "Mommy '11" and "Daddy '11" and we wore them to visit Ant's sister and brother-in-law and to visit his parents later on. It was so much fun waiting for them to notice and say something about it. Ant's sister, Happy, noticed right away and said, "Are you guys trying to tell us something". We just grinned and nodded and she was really excited for us. Ant's brother-in-law, Jared, needed a little more coaxing :) We basically had to keep hinting around, "Do you like our t-shirts?" and "Don't you like t-shirts that say things?". He was completely oblivious for awhile until he finally got it. Once he did, he said that he noticed them, but just didn't connect it to us being pregnant.

Anthony's parents were really fun to tell! Almost as soon as we walked into the door his mom saw my shirt and kept repeating it hopefully, "Mommy?!, Mommy?!". I told her to look at Anthony's shirt and when she saw what it said she squealed so loud, I couldn't believe it!! She was beside herself. Ant's dad was happy too, but nothing compares to her joy :) We all hugged and hugged multiple times and then she raced out of the room. I thought she was going to get the camera, but she came back with a stack of maternity shirts that she bought for me last year and was saving for just this occasion. Here are the pictures we took with the future grandparents and great-grandparent: